There's a lot of things to tell. There's a lot of matters to be done. But she asks herself, "does it matter?", "does it ever matter?" Everyone is meant to go leaving unfinished business behind them anyway. The only question is, "when?'. nobody knows. nobody knows.
I miss you.
She's tired. She's already tired. She wants to go Home so badly. She wants to go Home. She wants to meet Him. She knows it is not a rightful demand. But she's begging please. She's saying, "The world is really old already, many cruel things have occurred, occurring, and will continue to happen til the world can't take it anymore". So, be prepared. Always be prepared.
I love you, mama