i need a shoulder to cry on

uhh..
i'm so dissapointed.
i've tried my best but stil didn't get the chance.. how hard more can it take... it really broke me to pieces.. don't tell me patience.. i had enough of it. i am being patient.. what does it takes??? what???

at this moment, where i need someone to be by my side, everything...
they all went away!!!! why???
sometimes i hate myself.. but how??
seriously right now i need your damnn support!!! but you went away!!!! you all went away!!!
all of you!!! left me behind with nothing but suffer n misery

ohh pleaseee.. i had enough!!!
i had enough since i was little. n now??!! what more shud come??!!! just tell me now so i can suffer all my life

urghghgh... is this my fate?? but why does it have to be so unfair???!!! tell me why???
damn it. damnn!!!