its been 17 years i'm living life right now, i'm feeling that i missed so much of my past i couldn't believe that i've been through so many things i almost forgot those times before why am i thinking that my life won't be going nowhere couldn't i just realize that things will move on, it will be different i don't know my path right now why is that its hard for me to make choices though i've been dreaming to become someone i've been dreaming of why is everything changed i don't think i know who i am right now i used to be a girl with a hard, tough and clear fondation in viewing my life, my dreams, my everything why is it right now...

you see girl, the world keeps moving it keeps turning around its not like the moment will stay still forever it changed things will change people do changed and so are you so am i

17 years gone away, actually i had achieved so much in my life i just forgot about it what i used to be, who i used to be what have i done, the struggles i've been through to achieve it its not easy though
and now, open up open up my mind i will go on a new phase new environment, new people, new everything just need the new-borned mind with old spirit i used to have just need to remember what i've been through.. i've been burning the midnight oil for years and why couldn't i do the same thing again i now i'm strong, i'm tough, i just need to REALIZE

maybe i should list out things that i need to do from now on, ouh i mean, like i used to do before

what's next?

need to keep the spirit going on