her deepest secret

when my time comes, forgive me for the wrongs that i've done...

never
can hold to just forget her
thats the end of the world for her
all the things that she never told and all the smiles..
she dies
for the last thing they'll see
never coming home
never coming home
never coming home again
could she? should she?
if she falls
for the memories that could never leave her
nobody would catch her
for all the wounds
that will be her deepest scar forever
ever

she'd beg nobody would remeber her for she believes in that way
cause for her, rather than knowing the truth that they hate her
they wanted her to die

they didn't know that they are the reason that could kill her
its all killing her softly

knowing shes not alone, somebody to hold
she won't give in
she'll make it through.. she should stay strong

so faraway, she wished he will be by her side
she'll fight and defend...

that's what make her live
pretending

but she said she believe when he said trust in him
she'll keep holding on
just staying strong
nothing she could say anymore
as the haze starting to blur her vision
the dark clouds seem to fall over her

and she said thats her happy ending
she would leave by saying she's sorry
she know what they would say
they would say that she's too difficult, too easy, to miserable

but she'd still face them with a smile

its nice to know that you were there
thanks for acting like you care
for making her feel that she was the only one

all this time you were pretending so much for her happy ending

she'll walk the lonely road, its only her
her shadow was the only one that walk beside her
her shallow heart was the only things that's beating

she's walking down the line till she meet the edge to break the line
she would like to say something but she don't know how

she would keep the boulevard of the broken dreams
though she want to let it go

she'll said, hello there?
but she'll hear unsuspecting answer..
there, she wished that it would never ends

she couldn't sleep in the darkness
she beg someone would stop the pain
the voices inside her head keep hurting her
the old vision keep stabbing her in her heart

she knew she had wasted her time but letting it all happened on the first place
she need...