pardon the way that i stare

pardon the way that i stare 

i would tell you it was for real

i  would thank god i am still alive

though without you by my side

the side of you make me weak

left me without nothing to speak

i know you moved on

it shows me that it wasn't really for real

so i tried to forget

i even tried to admit

i am sorry i  almost betray

the promise for the only you that i made

though i know you never realise

but that was the promise that i'll keep for the rest of my life

frankly i'm saying this

i'm sorry for myself for being uncapable

accepting another because i'm scared 

i could remember you talking about your dreams

seeing you happy, i'm relieved

just move on catch your dreams

follow your heartbeat

just consider me as an unlucky girl

from the past of your life

if it quite all right,

pardon the way that i say

though i know its not for the world to know

thank you for the words that you said

just move on, there's nothing to lose

so i would say

i'm a free girl, 

don't push me and don't hate me

i'm just a girl

trying only to be me