Flirtatious.

She is currently flirting with all the possibilities that could happen. Not all, maybe just most of them. Because she is exhausted from all the troubles and the hurt that she used to feel so much. Just like the feeling when you woke up to a nightmare of falling from a bicycle and almost get hit by a lorry. Or perhaps it is just an exaggeration. Maybe she is just being lazy. Lazy. The word she used to hate so much. The word she did not even want to be associated with. It is different now. Everything is. At least, for her.

 
She wanted to move on or comeback to her old self. It felt like something is missing. Or could it be she is still missing.. Some say, she might have over-reacted. But how can anyone be so faceless when it comes to the matter of the organ that is continuously beating. Perhaps she had. Over-reacting. She knew it consumes her but she is still there laying down like a falling star. The downfall appears unexpectedly and when it does, it occurs aggressively. Surprisingly, she didn't fight back. Maybe she felt content with the dreams as she got trembled down, defeated.  

"Ahh, why are you so foolish?" sometimes, she even hears whispers from people around her. She retreats, admitting her foolishness. They don't know that she's bottling up. She kept all those mixed feelings she had and patiently bearing with the accusation people made to her. It's like pressured container that can explode anytime. Like an airtight carbonated beverage shaken intensively and POPS out bubbles when opened. Fun right. yeah go ahead LOL-ing.

KaBOOM.

LOL- Lots Of Love :p