its so funny huh? its just few days before that I got my guts back to say the words.. and now... its over..i'm over it..totally..this time i swear, TOTALLY OVER IT... just few days before.. funny huh? what a life.. but better to know it now.. i realize.. nothing is perfect..aaahh.. why is this happening to me?? i think i had enough.. i had enough.. oh god.. please forgive me for all the wrong doings i had done before.. show me the right lane to walk on..

but stil i'm grateful.. coz u show me the truth.. at last, i got myself out.. out of the blindness.. blindness that brought misery in my life..

i don't want to talk about it anymore..its just killing me softly.