fuuh

I know, its been  a little while I didn't update this thing.. well now i start thinking that maybe I just update this blog when I really cant bear to keep it alone.. as time goes by, I'm happy and glad enough to feel what I felt for the past few weeks. But  then, I started to feel.. I don't know when this happen again but it just came back.. its just indescribable. hha. but before I should go on, I know I shouldn't let this feelings bring me down. please just don't. people say, there are tides.. maybe this is part of the moment where they called it as tides.. (breath in, exhales...fuhh) better. So, not to continue this stupid, not worth it feelings, I should stop talking about it. But then, how? It cant just disappear by itself. smile pu3 smile :)